After so long, I am finally writing something. Nothing much. Just want to update to myself on what is happening to me. I find myself still in dilemma after a recent encounter that happens to me. I can accept the fact of our agreement however I am bump out to see that the person is doing small things that we used to do with the other person that I personally don't like. It's normal for me to feel this way however it is not normal for me to argue about this as we have reached into an agreement. But I am still your humble, human being that is fragile and comes with soft and sensitive side. I feel somewhat betray but I kept telling to myself to remind myself on our agreement. Sad that this will happened more but I have to find a way to deal with this. Sad but true. I am thus heart broken by this.