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The grown up girl that can't move on

 After so long, I am finally writing something.

Nothing much. Just want to update to myself on what is happening to me.

I find myself still in dilemma after a recent encounter that happens to me. I can accept the fact of our agreement however I am bump out to see that the person is doing small things that we used to do with the other person that I personally don't like.

It's normal for me to feel this way however it is not normal for me to argue about this as we have reached into an agreement. But I am still your humble, human being that is fragile and comes with soft and sensitive side. I feel somewhat betray but I kept telling to myself to remind myself on our agreement.

Sad that this will happened more but I have to find a way to deal with this.

Sad but true.

I am thus heart broken by this.

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