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The Day I Realize That.....

Amazing that it has been so long that I never write anything here. I've been neglecting my DMD. How could I? Sorry...it's just that at that time my heart has been stolen by someone else. The one that I will never forget. The one that beaten my Seunggi and Afgan. 

 Although I love him but in the end I hurt him and not to mention I hurt myself too. I still have the same wish until now. 

 I am not sure when I can forget about him. So far it's negative. Anyway he is logic enough to find someone else. It's a good thing he did that. I can't hold him and make him suffer. After all I made the call. Should be happy for him.

 Oh DMD....

 How I wish I can just run away somewhere else!

 maybe to .... Saipan? 

 Comfort me in sleep Saipan...comfort me in sleep :'(

Forever ur my Brown and I am ur Cony

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