Embarking New Journey

Dear DMD,

It's been so long... How are you? There has been a lot of things that happened that I did not share with you but I guess I will start writing again.

A lot of people has been coming in and leaving as well. And the most recent one would be someone whom I cared for dearly. He is going to leave,for real. That is heartbreaking :'(

I am so sad until I can't feel anything anymore. Sometimes I wonder whether I'm a human. My best buddy, my gossip partner, my girl talk partner, my secret keeper, my advisor, my assignment buddy and my Peter is leaving me :'(

The feeling is like your boyfriend leaving you behind to serve the nation for war. We might not know what is the fate after that whether can be reunite again or not. Ohh, how cruel this world can be. How come God have organize the life to be in such way?? I can't say he is cruel as he may have reason for all that happens. He is the Almighty. But I am losing someone that is important to me :'(

There's a verse from a poem that I've learned quite some time ago that almost described my feelings. La Belle Dame sans Merci is a poem written by John Keats and the last verse remind me of my current situation...it goes like this;

And this is why I sojourn here,

Alone and palely loitering,

Though the sedge has wither'd from the lake,

And no birds sing. 

My mournful Psyche will always linger with the memories that we have created all this while. Hope this frail of heart can let you go in peace :'(

You will be missed dearly.

:'(